I have been meaning to tell you guys this. The reason I've been offline so long. It was originally because of testing week, but then something else happened. It's been hitting me a lot harder than it should be and it just made me realize anything could happen at any time and that has just been slowly eating away at me. My mom sat me down and said we needed to talk, then told me. My grandfather got in an accident. He's fine, but it could have been so much worse. He was getting something out of his car and knocked it out of park. It started rolling and he tried to stop it which, my grandfather is a very strong and stable man but he's nothing compared to a 3,000 pound truck. It knocked him over and ran over his arm and leg. He broke two of his fingers and bruised up his leg but he's making a good recovery. It could have been so much worse which is the main thing that is affecting me because I don't want to think about it and it just instantly set me into a depressed state and I didn't feel like getting on.