Im gonna fail the test and then my grade is gonna go down because Im a ****ing idiot ****. I wanted to prove them wrong, I thought I could be better. But I can't even do that. They're gonna blame it all on me and yell, yell, yell. They don't know how much they hurt me, I hope. They don't know that Im hate how bad I am at everything. " You should be ashamed of yourself" she'll say again. With no regards to how I feel or how it effects what I think of other people

Im going to cry and not eat and she'll tell me to be quiet. I hate it like this. I just wish she'd understand or even just Care about what I say or atleast Show that she's listening.

And I know she's busy but just. I have feelings too??? I'm sorry Im not as smart or important or whatever but just please treat me like I'm a person. That's all I want.