ive never got complemented on my aparence with people irl. well males. one of my female friends said i was pretty but still. ive been called ugly and fat many times i would hate for my face to still be online. thats why i avoid showing it. like how i deleted my face reveal anim and every picture i have of my self on instagram. though the first person who called me pretty was a guy. and this guy called me hot. witch flusturs me, but he is my ex and only ex. and all the words he told me and tells me just doesn't mean anything anymore. then this summer my brother who is almost 2 years older then me said i was hevier. and we checked.. and he was right. i couldn't talk to him for a weak with out almost crying, then i started to eat less. hopeing no one would realize. that i am depressed. resently ive been telling my friends that im deprest, but cant come to the fact that im suiside to. only few know that. and now some of my friends who stay and go on flipanim know it. and yes. ive tryed harming my self. failed at

these attempts and stoped.

also im going to posibly delete this. my school could have seen it rip