apology
3 comments
spaceguts[OP]
30.10.2018 14:41
Linki been kinda thinkin about it and uhh
real fast i just wanna say sorry to the people i scared by saying i was thinking about/ was going to commit suicide
it's a really scary thing to hear, and i know what it's like. i kinda hate myself for saying it so much, but still being here. mainly because my attempts failed, but still.
i'm sorry to the people who, even if it was just for a minute or two, i was dying or already dead. the thought that nothing can really be done about it is even worse.
i'm gonna try and minimize the amount of depressing posts, if i do hit a depression spike, and just try to not draw attention to myself. i mainly do it during my depression spikes since, i want people to know that hey, i'm not okay, which isn't really the best thing to do.
again, a last sorry. if i start making vent-y stuff then i bet you can probably guess i've hit a depression spike.
I understand. I've scared a lot of my friends saying I was considering suicide. But it's better to tell them and have them be scared then to not tell them and have them be even more afraid when you tell them later. A problem shared is a problem halved. Venting is honestly the best way to air out you emotions, because if you can find a way to put it together all at once, you can find a way to get over it.
Maybe it won't go away.
But whatever you choose or whatever happens, I'll be here to help.
Feel better, spaceguts.
I just want you too know it is completely okay to vent.
Everbody at least once has done it on here, and if people think that it's annoying they can just shut the hell up, people like that have no righ tto tell someone to stop drawing because they are upset.
Don't feel like you have to leave if you are sad, and if you need a break we are all here to support you.
We love you <3 nohomo