Alright take a seat.. Hello my name for short is E let me tell you something revolving around me. I suffer from depression and anxiety, and my brother suffering from ocd and A-- D- -H- -D. They tell me to lift my head up and see the world for itself while all I’m seeing is how im gonna kill myself. I try to fit in but in every conservation it’s a bad situation and god I hate it but I have to deal with it because apparently the teachers never……- “See it” I try to hold a simple conversation but everytime my worlds turning and switching in my head I try to keep focused but the only thing that I’m focusing on is the blade i’m holding in my hand. I’d say about in fifth grade, my best friend on the playground gave me a blade the voices in my head cheering me on, like do it- do it- COME THE **** ON. Agh! I’ve been hanging on this rope for too long, Waiting for the voices to go and someone to cut me off. But I know that ain’t ever gonna happen I walk and pace around my room w

while the voices in my head are laughin’.

The voices in my head.. I don’t know their names, it’s too hard to explain. The figures in my room and in my head coming in …….Speaking in my ear tellin’ me to call them……. It.