I don't know why I even try anymore... I mean all ive ever wanted was to be accepted into this community but I keep on getting pushed away! I just want to fit in somewhere on this crule world... my own girlfriend cheated on me with 5 people and it was all my fault... I wasent good enough for this world and I never will be... why cant I just be good enough already... ive tried so hard to fit in but I just keep on getting pushed away... I might just leave flipanim..