Gillian....i had a dream last night....it was a dream i wish i could forget, but i..can't.. I had a dream..you were hit by a car...you were saving another little girl in the street, but didn't make it out in time. I cried..this dream felt so real...i woke up crying...telling myself i was ok because you are still here. This dream made me realize something...something i never realized before. Life is so fragile. The slightest touch could shatter it. We had some stupid, yet funny memories together. Don't ever forget. I didn't realize how lucky i was to have you, until i saw it all disappear before my eyes. Im sorry for everything i had ever done in the past that ever upset you. Im overly happy to know...your still here with me. Never leave me Gill. i <3 you bud. (sorry this is so cringy)

YASSSSS