haven't posted a vent in a while. i've stooped this low again.

I don't want to be a failure you ****ing idiot. I want to try again. But I can't fix it now. I went too deep. You telling me i'm going to fail isn't ****ing helping me.You keep telling me dad doesn't give a shit about me, but he listened to me. He made sure I was okay, and that was the first time i'd seen him in years. He cares. He'd help me, he'd be there. One day you'll miss me. One day you'll miss your little servant and be mad that you have to get off your ****ing ass for once. One day i'll be free.