🅱️enis

The best night of my life would be when I would get a good night sleep which is never until I die.

Not sure after all im not going to remember everything in my life.

Thats interesting to think of its a nice thought but most likely would never happen cause we most likely live nowhere near each other so we would have to travel probably and even if we did how would you recognize me I would be afraid more I think I look disgusting even if im not and what if something happen between us and then I never wanted to see you anyway or we forgot about each other?me saying these is stupid maybe im just overthinking everything

These are things I think of too.. like, they show you all these videos in school on never meeting anyone you meet online but like, Trust. You really have to trust the person, take a risk, beleive them.

Even if I care for someone I could never trust a single thing.

Im just scared of ****ing everything.

Same... I guess I'm too desparate for idk, "true love" It makes me cringe as I say It but,, frick.