Just give me a second

Wow. Thinking back on life. I never got to do the things ive always wanted to do and have. Ive always wanted kids for sure. There just so fun and distracting.. Honestly im also sad i couldnt get a reward or metal. Guess i wasnt that good of a acter as i thought. Should have went with something better for life instead of living in my brothers shadows. Maybe i would still be happy. Maybe i could also have that love like in the fairy tails. Were you love chaises after you, wouldnt want to let you go or leave you.. I kinda wish i would have had someone who would fight for my life but i guess its still just me.. Well.. Im running out of paper. . . im sorry. Im sorry to my family i was such a disapointment. Maybe next life i could be more help full. I hope so... Well... Good bye world Yours truly -lila