maybe coming back online wasn't a good idea. Some of my closest friends here have been offline for days, they don't even know I'm back yet. I have to start over from scratch, I'm not used to this. I've had the same amount of youtube subscribers since last year, I'm not used to starting over. I don't feel very wanted either, so much happened while I was gone that I missed. My friends made accomplishments, hit milestones. I'll always be cheering for them, but maybe it would be best if I did it from a distance. I can only make one account, and if I want to make a second I have to set up a whole new email account because I don't have facebook. I can sign out of this one, and back in if i ever want to. I feel like I'm getting in the way, I feel like a little sibling. I feel like dead weight. I don't think coming back was a good idea.