I just think I need a little me time- I just think I need some free time honestly,even just messing in a muddy river i was nervous- honestly,i'm not sure whats wrong with me.2020 is hitting harder then i thought,i'm running out of hope. i know a lot of people on FA vent and talk about issues,but lets get real for a second. not all of them are being honest. being depressed or having anxiety isn't cool. don't **** yourself up trying to act all gloomy because its not fun. life isn't a game. one chance then thats it. dont waste the chance. stop ****ing yourself up because you think its cool to be nervous. it makes me want to drop kick somebody.i know i seem hypocritical but after years of just knowing your dad is constantly cheating,and abusing is not fun. admit it people your setting your self up for a wild ride that you don't need.dont **** up life

also,just so you know, if you have an abusive family member talk to me. because its freaking hard to deal with it i know.

if its your dad who is abusive,i can REALLY relate. when you tell me though,i dont wanna hear what you think. i want to hear whats happening. because i dont want you to have to go threw what i went threw. all i need to know is that if its verball sexuall or physicall abuse

i went threw the 3 i listed,so any situation,i understand. i'll give you online hugs if you need them too

bReAthE

yes.

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