im sorry if i seem sad, all my dogs died and i have a constent voice telling me im a demon, and a tarrible person for something i did, the voice is me btw....i have been sad and everytime i try to get out of the darkness the voice pulls me back in, im sorry
i cant leave, no matter how much help i get, i try to cover it up and be happy for everyone so i dont make people upset, i have been doing that for months