I hope we're all safe. That's a more honest statement

Oh god I don't know what I'm doing..no one would listen to me if I were to start ranting..my family always tells me I'm being dumb and irational whenever my anxiety kicks in..they heard the gunshots though! They heard them! I might be crazy but not always! They heard them and they haven't heard the rest of what I have but they heard part of it!

With the recent shootings going on everywhere and the fact that no one hunts this late here ever that just isn't a thing I am shocked that they are acting like everything is fine