*still Carrots POV* At 6:00 AM I was ready to leave and sitting on the couch watching TV.Blue was out doing who-knows-what and all I could do was hope he was ok. Of course, knowing would be better.Anxiety started to come out, so I thought about other, happier, things.My mind first pictured Autumn and I kissing...I first enjoyed this thought, then remembered it probably will never happen. After all, Autumn feels pain every time she feels something close to love...I sigh.My dreams are so different from reality.Why, no matter what I do, something bad happens to me? First, the genocide runs.Now, Autumn.It seems like no matter what I do, I get something terrible.I take out a cigarette when i remember i can't smoke in the house. I put it away and look at the time. I jumped up, it was 6:30, I dunno why i got so jumpy but I instantly teleported by Muffet’s.