nothing feels like home..

i feel ignored everywhere

why am i even here?

i should obviously leave

because no one cares its ok tho. i have myself.. my stupid good-for-nothing, idiotic me

this is a good place no one would find my comments.

i have no point in life

i lost a friend.

no one cares about me in school

my only friends moved away

got betrayed by a family member

i. wish. it. would. be. over.

why are you doing this?

pretending to be a happy, cheery person??

i know im trying not to let others feel my burden

but i want someone to know. but i can't.

i think i should leave. i will leave soon... if i don't make a impression when im alive no one will care if im dead..

no one cares now no one will care then.

parents fighting.. friends leaving.. going to highschool.. family problems.. grades..

welp no one cares good..

what if... nah. naawww no one would do that..

talking to me for fun... last time that happened was... i don't remember.. 7-8 years ago?

no one.. absoulutly no one ever understood me except for my dog.. tony. he made me happy every day.. then he had to leave me too.. just like everyone i ever cared about..

i only talked to him about my problems.. he licked my face and brought happiness to me.. why did he have to leave then?

this is why i can't have nice things...

ill just leave. no one will notice.. good.. why am i typing this?

how ****ing stupid are you.. you couldn't save her. you can't save anyone.. how did your friend and uncle die? because of you

you can't help anyone.. can you?..

yup. you can't do shit.

three more days

you dumb f*****

can't do anything right. just because of your stupid problems.