why do am I so bad at everything? why am i such a failure? why cant i be normal? and not so ****ing broken and sad all the time? i wish i was a good person, i wish i didnt betray anyone i wish i didnt exist i really dont wanna be here anymore i hate being alive at this point I'm so ****ing stupid but I'm glad no one cares even if you do, this is gonna be deleted sooner or later