i need to finish schoolwork i have a flight to texas in two days im tired all the time no matter how hard i try to keep my energy i feel like im holding myself back from expressing my feelings i dont know if i know who i am anymore but i just have to keep going because it will cause an argument if i try talking about it to people there is no solution im too scared to kick the bucket so ya boi will just have to keep surviving as this hollow zombie from now on :/