*does a think* tbh? But i've gotten over [insert name] recently because I just straight gave up on myself and him? so.. that's nice. Shove all of your problems out of your head and laugh it off, that's what I do. and its a bad method formulated by DEPRESSION. no, i've not been diagnosed and I'd like to seek help, but i've got family issues that prevent me from going to sessions, and thats that. I am ok with it, thats why its bad. The main ordeal of my depression is that I've been wanting to die and harm myself for so long that I started to believe i'm worth absolutely nothing in this world// WHIIIICH lead to a bigger conclusion of me having undiagnosed depression, when I noticed the reason i'm laughing my problems away was because I had already accepted death.. "when you know nothing matters, the universe is yours" - rick sanchez :) ik its from a show, but honestly thats what came to my head lol