So today was a slow depressing day My crush colbe quit so I won't be seeing him anymore QWQ and my sister offered to take me out to eat And we went to a bar and grill And I stole some fancy mixed wine/berry drink And I drank it on the way home AND NOW IDFK HOW TO FEEL I blew 89 bucks for my sister to get me more (each costed about 8 bucks) Now I'm just venting bc I feel guilty This isn't my first time drinking It's wrong It's not okay And this is a problem... But whatever I feel better