every since grade four my life has been tumbling downhill. It's been a year, thus i am now in grade five but my friend lost her life to cancer on Monday and it's all my fault. it wouldn't change a thing. although i am planning, I don't know when and what other people aside from the internet would think. I just wanna take the easy way out.. Texting everybody on my phone at three a.m saying; i'm doing it. I can't do this anymore. hen going downstairs with a pencil, a piece of paper and a knife. write the letter, stab myself.

Oh HeY- i'm NoT dEaD