here so much things that are happening to me i keep trying new drawing styles but everything looks the same as the old ....also my family is sick my mother , brother , grandma my grandma had a heart attack and mt dad doesnt give a crap about me anymore and my mom she having problems with her back and she having a bad sickness idk what through and i feel like there all gonna die even mty brother anyday and im not ready for that yet.... my art will ever change idk how to change it.... and the things that are going on is hurrting me hard idk what to do anymore...