I want to call the police when what happened happened about half an hour ago and I seem to be the only one still internally panicking about it.

Half of my family is asleep so but even if they were awake they'd tell me I was being dumb and everything was okay like they always do and they always seem to be wrong

Oh my God I heard it again

It's happening again I can hear something

..I think it's gone now. It's over, I think whatever is happening or is there is gone..

I can hear one of my parents..good, they are alive. My sister is fine, that leaves my other parent. Now adding up all the facts I can assume the parent outside of my room is my dad..meaning my mom is still outside feeding the horses...outside where I heard it all...oh great..more panicking..yay..

Ugh, I know I'm.overreacting with the life and death thing but it's honestly how I feel and my first thought. My mind always goes to I or someone around me is gonna die.

Sky! Thank God, someone I can tell what's happening. I need to calm down but I can't. I'm staying up tonight to make sure everyone is okay.

Tonight was already a bad night with the sudden weight of a dead pet and now someone could still be outside with a gun doing only God knows what..