you see, that because of my car crash i had to go to the hospital to always get a repair on my face, it usually hurts but its just for my own good

tho, i start to get a fobia of the hospital, the feeling that in any minute i can die and i wont be able to do some thing about it

please, just please, can any body try to cheer me up? i am so scared of tomorrow and i dont want to go to the hospital any more

i hope, i just came back from the hospital, they say that if they fail the repair of my face they maybe.. cut my eye off

the instruments they are using are new and all are of metal and many people had to take part of their faces to survive, so if the repairment is a fail, the only way to not infect the face with the metal is takeing parts of my face includeing of my eyes