I used to have a imaginary friend when I was 6-7 years old. She was there for trauma related things. When I was around 9 I gave up on her pushing her to the back of my mind. I told that I didn't need her anymore and that i have friends to talk to. She didn't really like that and she comes back every once in a while. Her name is Lola. But I used to call her Lala. She legit makes me feel like my friends are real friends and that they want to use me. She still helps with my emotions and trauma but she also causes unneeded stress and double takes. She makes me feel like my decisions are wrong. She makes me do stupid stuff too. Of course I love her. She forces me to though but I still love Lola.