Smt is wrong with me...


17 comments

irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 14:09
LinkHave I gone phyco? Do I have a mental disorder? Should I not exist? Y am I shaking so much? Why me? Why...me? Why is life so unfair? Why do I have ppl in my life I don't deserve? Y are ppl afraid of me? Am I a monster? Am I blind? Why am I here? Why am I so stupid? Why was I so naive? Am I crazy? Can I just give up? Why do I have these emotions? Is my life coming to an end? Why am I crying as I write this? Why am I posting this? Why do I have friends? Will I just live my life as a loner? Do I need help? Why does this feel like drowning? Why am I so worried? Should I just jump out of the window? Did I loose my mind? Can I just have no memory for the rest of my life? Can I make myself go into a deep coma? Why am I asking so many questions? I'll stop

tabbyneverison
01.08.2019 15:09
LinkWe all lynh <333

irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 15:09
LinkThat not true. Everything is a lie

irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 15:10
LinkPpl want me to die

irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 15:10
LinkI had a panick attack
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irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 15:14
LinkMy so called 'bf' ****ing ghosted on me 2months ago
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irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 15:19
LinkAnd so are my friends. U know why? Cuz I'm a nobody with no ****in feelings that no one cares about cuz I have a mental disorder

irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 20:52
LinkU see? It's so easy to ghost on ppl without thinking about their feelings...even u done it
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irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 21:08
LinkAnd my best friend...I'm so worried ab her, but she doesn't know how much...she probably forgot me and how paranoid I am..but it's fine, as long as she is online I'm fine...right?
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irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 21:18
LinkIf it wasn't for her I'd be in a hospital bed

irisloves001[OP]
01.08.2019 21:20
LinkSo yh bye ppl don't ask where I am..

bluePROdraws
02.08.2019 07:40
LinkShe didnt forget about you,she just got grounded from her phone.
Ilynh and i hope you'll be ok <33

irisloves001[OP]
02.08.2019 10:09
Link...oh, well shit y did I over react that bad? Imsorryimsorryimsorry pretendthisneverhappened imsostupid sorryforgoingmental sorryforlosingmymind ...sorryforthebother sorryforeverything

bluePROdraws
02.08.2019 11:14
LinkIts ok your not stupid and i love you no homo ♡

irisloves001[OP]
02.08.2019 11:16
LinkIt's not ok. I am stupid.ilytnh

bluePROdraws
02.08.2019 11:17
LinkIts ok sweet pea?you are not and ♡ nh uwu

GalaticNugget
08.08.2019 11:43
Link:0 :(