Have I gone phyco? Do I have a mental disorder? Should I not exist? Y am I shaking so much? Why me? Why...me? Why is life so unfair? Why do I have ppl in my life I don't deserve? Y are ppl afraid of me? Am I a monster? Am I blind? Why am I here? Why am I so stupid? Why was I so naive? Am I crazy? Can I just give up? Why do I have these emotions? Is my life coming to an end? Why am I crying as I write this? Why am I posting this? Why do I have friends? Will I just live my life as a loner? Do I need help? Why does this feel like drowning? Why am I so worried? Should I just jump out of the window? Did I loose my mind? Can I just have no memory for the rest of my life? Can I make myself go into a deep coma? Why am I asking so many questions? I'll stop