i am so done. idk if its the lack of sleep or lack of meds, but i am loosing my mind. everything hurts and idk why. my hands are shaking but i cant feel my fingers. no, i cant just take my meds bc they're gone. and no, i cant go to sleep bc every single time i close my eyes my nightmares make an entrance. but even if i didnt go to sleep, i would still see him anyways. thx paranioa, ur such a good friend. hhhhhh ok now im crying for no reason tffffff