There's this boy I like
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LlamasAndPianos 
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09.04.2018
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CryBaby666666
09.04.2018 15:39
LinkOhhhh shit. Boi drama.
LlamasAndPianos[OP]
09.04.2018 15:42
Linklol
LlamasAndPianos[OP]
09.04.2018 15:42
Linklol
Okay
so there is this 15/16/17 year old boy at my new church
he looks like Harry Potter
that's not why I like him
just thought I'd point it out
I actually don't know why I like him
I don't even know his name
and he's never even talked to me before
anyway
idk what to do
every time I walk past him I get to the verge of having a panic attack
which isn't good for my mental health
but I also don't mind it
but I also know that we can never date due to the age difference
plus I'm ugly
but the point is I like him and he ruins me mentally
so idk what to do
I can't leave the church
and I can't go back to my old one sadly
because they changed their schedule
so
idk what to do
is it normal?
I've had crushes before, but never the kind that makes me panic whenever I get in a ten foot radius of them
so this is new to me
but he's hawt
and I like him
but not what happens whenever I look at him
so
I'm torn
idk what to do
no
I hate having panic attacks
I have them all the time and they suck
however
I like him
but whenever I even look at him I feel like my brain is gonna explode
which is new because that has never happened before when I had a crush
so I am confused
is this normal?
is he secretly anxiety personified?
I don't even know
also yes Dopaz become a therapist you would be great at it
and Cry xD
Well, I guess I’d advise to just not think about it when you’re at church.
That
that actually is a good idea
become a therapist
if you don't do it I will go to clinics and get them to hire you myself
no but seriously
I have tried coping mechanisms when I see him
but I still think about "don't panic, don't panic"
which is usually what makes me panic
that is a good idea
wheeZE
my interests change very fast
I know
okay but I still think Richie (the first crush) is hot
I am trash
I am aware
don't judge me