I'm prety tired, but every time I'm tired I need to stay awake, so when I then try to sleep it takes ages. And sometimes I feel like people ignore me and my feelings and I feel like if I bring it up it'll be at the wrong time or start an argument. And people on here keep saying I get into arguments, but pretty much every time I'm just responding to someone else being a thick-o and because I use mean or rude words, everyone blames me for it. And some people just act like things are over, but they're not resolved, and I bring them up to resolve them, and everyone acts like I'm bringing up old drama, but it's only old because nobody is trying to resolve it but me. And I just feel like maybe I am a massive cunt but I don't know because when people have an issue with me they don't tell me for whatever reason.