Happy Thoughts...
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Annamations 
447
447
09.09.2018
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Annamations[OP]
09.09.2018 02:39
LinkI cant feel the pain anymore,its normal now,the shouting voices ringing in my ears,im not even sad,but im not happy either,I cant feel anything,Im numb to it all,Am I insane?insane or not,I just need to keep.on.smiling...
<:(
your not insane
lots of people feel this way and, i personally do aswell
You're not insane (can't say the same for myself) you are the best person I have known on this website (and jemma) so anyone who tells you that stuff...is jealous...of how awesome you are...they wish the same for themselves...but unfortunately they don't always get it too...so they take it out on other people who don't deserve it...one of them is you...so don't listen to them or whoever...and keep on having a good time!!!
this isnt by some one else,I say these things to myself,and I guess its about time I tell you,when I was in the 3rd grade I was being bullied,and it got to the point where no one liked me,and It got so bad that I had to move,and when I moved I was so nervous that the some would happen there,but it was fine,at first,then in 4th grade I met a girl,lets call her...chloe,and we were great friends,then she got mad that I was friends with her crush,and,she even made a rumor that she and him were dating,and when that didn't work,she tried to make him hate me by spreading rumors,and while she didn't make HIM hate me,she made everyone else,I was hurt and ridiculed,for things,I didn't even do...It seemed everyone thought they new me,more then I knew myself,and then I kept going,until I knew how to stand up for myself,and after a while,we moved here,and even though time has passed and Its over,the words echo in my mind,taunting me,not letting me think,and its gone to the point were,some times,I contemplate self harm...
Omg imma stalk whoever did that to you and I will kill them even if I go to jail
