Cries
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N1ghtmar3sky 
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08.10.2019
25 comments
Elephant
08.10.2019 02:56
Linkw a i t y o u r e b a c k
N1ghtmar3sky[OP]
08.10.2019 02:57
LinkYes
Elephant
08.10.2019 02:57
Linkwhy are you crying?
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Elephant
08.10.2019 03:02
LinkoMG thats why you were gone! i'm so sorry that happend! I'm glad your okay! jezaus that msut have been scary, i'm so glad your okay my god I was so pumped when I saw you were back on but when I read it I was pissed that this sort of stuff happens to my friends, or anyone for that matter. i'm so glad your okay.
N1ghtmar3sky[OP]
08.10.2019 03:03
LinkThank you, it means s lot. Yeah I was in ICU for a few days and couldn't get up and walk and had ketones for a bit, and i was super weak and just fiufxfuxif
Elephant
08.10.2019 03:05
Linkscree jez I with I could have been there for you. I'm sorry so sorry, sometimes bad things happen to my friends, with some we fight all the time, with some they get long moved to a new school or something, i'm sorry ugh I feel like this is my fault for being for friend, I can't handle this, If we lost you Fipanim and the whole world would have lost someone great. scree I just agh I know this isn't my fault but I fell like it is? I know this is cheazy but I do feel like it's me
N1ghtmar3sky[OP]
08.10.2019 03:06
LinkI lost 5 pounds from starving myself on accident bc my sugars were so high and I didn't have appetite, so now I'm 62.1 lbs and 12 yrs old.. so I need to gain but that's gonna be hard because of how strict my eating has to be now
N1ghtmar3sky[OP]
08.10.2019 03:06
LinkWait what it's not your fault!!! It's just my genetics, I'm ok! :(
N1ghtmar3sky[OP]
08.10.2019 03:07
LinkDon't blame yourself for my immune system being retarded and attacking my pancreas, this isn't your fault :)
Elephant
08.10.2019 03:20
Linksee I'm just so glad your okay
Calvin made me feel a lot better though, so thank you Calvin ❤️❤️
Thank you, I'll try. It's hard, but I'm sure I'll get through it ❤️
Oh no! I’m so sorry that happened you must be going through a hard time right now... almost experiencing death... this makes me so sad! And pissed that this would happen and I don’t really want to start a vent myself but my uncle died today so i’m Already kind of depressed
OH MY GOD I am so sorry for your loss :( just know he's in a better place now, I'm so sorry :( you can vent, don't bottle the emotions :(
Well I'm kinda ok, just having a hard time accepting that I'm diabetic.. but I'm still really sorry for your loss :(
Also I’ve kind of grow up with this terrible stuff so I already ish ish know how to deal with it
Oh ok, I just hope you and your family recover mentally :( I'm just glad my sister is Type 1 diabetic already so my mom knows how to handle me, because idk how to handle needles and give myself insulin and jdjeuoekdjdjkdk
Yeah at least you have things you can be happy about! :D also think positive it will help you heal mentally
Thank you, I'll try :) it's just lately I've had a huge appetite and I can't eat when I want because insulin. If I take insulin and finish a meal I can't eat for 3 more hours, insulin stacking is dangerous apparently. 3 hours may not seem like much but my body is lacking a lot of vitamins and so I'm hungry 24/7 hhh
My friend have same story
*hug*
Iam so hapoy you here everyone luv you be storng bean hope
you get better eveeyone hope you get better we love you and Iam so sorry friend
Now how you feel?