I'm big sad
by:
Feather-Paws 
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17.12.2019
9 comments
Feather-Paws[OP]
17.12.2019 02:44
LinkI look kinda like that now
I need someone to talk to, life has been pretty rough recently ngl
Thanks :)
Things have been pretty rough
my depression has been getting really bad and I have had to for just about every day going home.
And I know what caused it to get worse right now.
There was this guy I liked, we dated for about a month. Rumors started spreading saying he liked another girl. I ended up breaking up with him. Not even a week later, he's dating that other girl (who is my best friend) I told her I was fine with it cause I just wanted her to be happy (I told her this while I was dating him cause she liked him, too)
It just showed me how little he cared about me and it's the second relationship I have been in in just these couple months/ I feel like I'm just not good enough for anyone. Now it's affecting everything I do. My friends have said I have withdrawn and I don't want to do anything anymore. My thought start to scare me
Not to mention nobody around me is really helping me and seems uninterested in when I talk about it
Oh dear. Im sorry about that.
He sounds like someone who doesn't think much about relationships though, and I think you are better off without him.
Change your mindset about it. It definitely isn't your fault the guy was a shit boyfriend. That's his fault. It sounds like you really cared about him; you are good enough, he just wasn't.
And not having any want to do anything sounds concerning. Do you have a therapist? If so, please talk to them about it. It's their job to help you out with these kinds of things. If not, I recommend trying to get one, they can help you sort your thoughts out!
I wish you the best <3
I know, it's just hard being alone. There is a kid who seems to be very interested in me, though, so I guess thats nice?
I have a therapist who diagnosed me wih major depressive disorder with psychotic features and generalized anxiety disorder.. We meet for group therapy on Tuesdays and if he's noticing a hugechange in my behaviors he meets with me on thursday.
I don't think therapy is working for me
I still feel like nothing is enjoyable and getting hurt isn't an issue for me anymore. I just don't care anymore
I just gotta hide that, though, don't wanna bring anyone down. For now, they'll have nice, bubbly, happy, me.
Honestly, therapy isn't working for me.
Maybe medication? My mom would never allow that.. id have to wait till I'm 18
