Don't cut yourself ever. It'll become an addiction and you wont be able to stop. Cutting yourself does nothing. It just makes things worse. Its okay to vent. I want to know if ur feeling down so then I can help you. I suggest try calming yourself down and take deep breathes. You matter. You are amazing and so skilled at art. Your one of the best people on fa and someone I can talk to without worrying about what I should say. Your understanding and just stunning. I get jealous of you sometimes >w> I would usually suggest a break but for now I think you should maybe stay on fa so we can help you more. Hopefully you feel better soon ilynh <33333