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CrystalRose[OP]
09.10.2018 21:10
Linkso i have anxiety, im sure most of you know that by now
and over the past few months ive been having a lot more panic attacks than normal
this is because during the night i get really paranoid,, anytime there's a creaking or something it gets my heart going and sometimes triggers a panic attack
and during these super-paranoid moments it triggers the fight or flight response, and having it triggered almost every day iSNT HEALTHY
and even after i stopped getting the paranoid in the nighttime thing (it still happened just not as often) i started noticing some other things like, i had chest pain and tightness almost all the time, my throat would close up at random intervals, all my blood would rush to my head and abdomen whenever i got startled, and i was vomiting
so my mom and i went to the doctor to see what was happening
the doctor just said it was caused by anxiety and explained why those things were happening and that i wasnt going to die (cos i thought i was, a little bit)
CrystalRose[OP]
09.10.2018 21:14
Linkand it made me feel a little bit better that i knew why, but it still didnt fix anything, bc the chest tightness and blood thingy and the other symptoms would happen even when i wasnt anxious, even when i was feeling really confident and happy, and i didnt have an explanation for that
so yeah im ****ign s ca r e d and confused
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