people that i care for do this, nobody really shows me that they care when i have sacrifised everything for them...they push me away them throw me to the floor when all i have ever wanted was to be loved and belong somewhere........i got bit by a snake for my sister...she didnt care.....i took the blame for my family...they act like nothing happened.......friends....use me for there own personal gain......im not safe anywhere.....i belong nowhere....im nothing but a "useless piece of shit" like my mom told me.....shes right.....