I'm not doing too well. Friends hating friends, possible suicides constantly. Heck, I rely so emotionally on the fandoms I'm in that when the slightest bad thing happens I get crushed and can't do anything right for weeks. I'm constantly worried about the future and the school I'll be going to soon, about what if my parents figure out I'm non binary without me coming out. It just, ugh. I feel like I'm gonna throw up but I'm not sick and it is cold as heck in the room I'm in but I just feel too tired to get up and turn the fan off even though I've been sleeping for live twelve hours recently every night. I mean, I haven't had an anxiety attack in a while, my depression has gotten less and less bad to the point where I can do a lot and be genuinely happy while doing it. I know those two things will never be gone but they have sort of vanished slightly for now. I feel pretty lonely but I know I'm not, I've been talking to people. And, oh great, a friend just asked me how to die without people knowing.