...I never got the chance to call you dad- I never knew you would go so early only 36 years old... i would have never thought that day would come and i never will get to see you in person again my heart has a hole in it and you always wondered if i loved you i always loved you and always will and i want to kill myself for never showing it i always hope when im in a car to get into a crash and maybe i would get a chance to tell you sorry theres a hole in my heart that nothing can repair i feel so lost... without you there