my parents aren't home
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spaceguts[OP]
15.11.2018 23:57
Linkventing to yall before i get drunk
ok so here's what im so upset about
my parents are pressuring me to do my homework n stuff because im failing school, but im kinda failing because of the fact that im trying to get used to running some sort of commission business on amino so when i do move to money and not amino coins i know how to handle transactions properly and i can actually provide for myself and not have to rely on my really unpredictable parents for food n shit
also, they keep telling me i need to sign up for some other extra curricular thing other than my monday night art classes and it's really stressing me out since there's,, nothing else i wanna do/ can do. they're gonna put me in some theater thing if i don't choose, even though i hate it because i have severe performance anxiety and i can't sing/ dance in front of an audience without having a mental breakdown afterwards
also also my dad doesn't respect my privacy anymore and will randomly search through my bookbag or my room to make
spaceguts[OP]
15.11.2018 23:58
Linksure im "not hiding any homework" or whatever and it's making me really nervous, since i have my drawing tablet upstairs (which i'm technically not supposed to have) and they'll throw it away if they find it, and if they do then my attempt at starting a commission business is gone and all the progress i've made is useless
so yeah im really stressed and suicide is becoming a reasonable option again, right now my date is dec 15th
Meow-Master
16.11.2018 00:06
Linki can relate so much...
Man, I can get that. I don't think substance use is the best way to deal with it, but I completely get it if you're overwhelmed. I really hope you can get professional help, and that you can work all of this out. I believe in you, and I'm always here to listen, and do what I can to help, even if it isn't much.