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Ghostfur
29.04.2019 18:51
LinkAre you alright?
Lunalactic[OP]
29.04.2019 18:52
LinkNot exactly
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Ghostfur
29.04.2019 18:53
LinkWanna talk about it?
Lunalactic[OP]
29.04.2019 18:55
LinkSure
Lunalactic[OP]
29.04.2019 18:55
LinkIt's stupid though.
Ghostfur
29.04.2019 18:56
LinkTell me.
Lunalactic[OP]
29.04.2019 19:02
LinkI was trying to be social and talk to some people that looked lonely but they pushed me away, assaulted me or ignored me. I just wante dto be like them
They seem so happy and have everything intact
Just because I was born without a chemical to make me happy means I can still be happy somehow, right?
Teachers already hated me because I never did my homework or work correctly
Came into class late and tired
Was yelled at too many times
I kept telling them that life was getting in the way but it was just the voices in my head that shoved me deeper into drowning
Sometime when I'm in a depressive state I wish I wasn't like that but after I'm over that I wanna be depressed
I don't understand
Too many things are burned and planted in my head whilst thoughts whirl and it hurts
I sound like a beggar for attention or some overly problemed child but I guess that's what some people think I am
An attention gatherer