I've betrayed I've been rude I've been ignorant I've been a shithead to other people Dont you all understand? I'm sick of all of it, I deserve pain, you dont know what happened back then, hax has been through it all with me and we dont talk anymore, we keep a well distance between each other I wanted people to like me by being "nice" but i feel like I've done that way too far Now it's time i be alot more ****ing mature for once