You, ok? You didn't seem very you.... ( idk why I think so)

Why?

Sit down mah child, why iz you scared

K

I cuddle with my toys or if my mom isn't in a bad mood (which is rare) I cuddle with her for as long as I can before she yells at me for leaning on her

I didn't really think others went through this like me. My mom is always yelling at me if something isn't picture perfect. If I forget she gets mad. She'll keep rambling on and basically say how bad of a person I am for making a small mistake. When I'm scared of her and cry she'll yell at me FOR CRYING. when I say I'm scared she get mad at me for being scared. She'll yell at me for reasons I don't even know. When she yells and I tell her that she yelled she get so mad the screams her head off and says that I'm lying and that I don't want to admit that I'm wrong and that she didn't yell because she knows what she says, and she'll yell at me till I cry because apearently for pointing out that she's loosing her temper makes me a liar.

Wear earbuds 24/7. That's what I did when my parents used to fight.