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TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 01:48
LinkUh
Oh god I feel horrible for this
Please don't tell anyone
-luna-
25.09.2018 01:49
Linkmmmm why though? thats what i dont understand
i dont hate you for anything, but..?
TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 01:50
LinkSo back when I was going through a major depressive phrase in my life, I was kind of set out on basically torturing myself. I send nasty things to myself on gmail, and other social edits by using private fake accounts. It made me feel good because everything in my brain was being put in comment or text form.
-luna-
25.09.2018 01:50
Linki know you're probably really conflicted and freaking out rn but just calm down and breath e bab ok?
as far as i can see, you're nyankitty right? so you made your own hate acc?
-luna-
25.09.2018 01:51
Linkawww bb pls dont feel that way ;-; i understand but hh
TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 01:52
LinkI did so on flipanim, and sort of liked it. But I got attention for it, and I felt really guilty about it. I was so worried that if I told somebody, they'd tell everyone else and I'd have to leave flipanim
When I comment and switch accounts, this glitches and swaps them.
It's ok if you give up on my after saying this. I'm really sorry. Please don't leave me
TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 01:52
LinkSo I'm leaving nyankitty2 behind.
Thanks for listening
TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 01:54
LinkI basically made my own hate account to torture myself, but then other people came and defended me, and I felt horrible because I was just leaving them on a wild goose chase.
-luna-
25.09.2018 01:56
Linkaaaa ;;-;; you always tell yourself to not kill yourself right? nyankitty, whatever they are, isn't the true you. the true you might be imperfect and confused but to all of us it's still perfection
yea i kinda figured thats what happened-
of course i wouldnt give up on friends that easily..
what i would really like you to do is to come clean and tell people, but i know thatll probably cause a lot of anxiety and shet
you could come to talk to people on here instead of hurting yourself mentally like that? but please i dont like seeing you hurt like that so dont use that way of coping anymore please
the fact that you were guilty about it still shows me you're a good person..
-luna-
25.09.2018 01:57
Linkif you take a chance to just tell everyone on fa about it, it might make some people dislike you but it might get some guilt off your chest too.
i support you either way, i just hope you wont have to feel like you need to do smth like this again ;-;
TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 01:57
LinkThanks
I'm sorry if this changes your perspective on me
I'm worried that people would come and call me a attention seeker or something
TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 01:58
LinkI don't think I'll tell others, I'll just leave Nyankitty2 behind
-luna-
25.09.2018 01:59
Linki mean id be lying if i said i wasn't surprised and maybe a little doubtful
im mostly just worried about how you're feeling rn
but thats an outright lie, you didnt do it for attention,,?
your mental health is most important to me but if you just let yourself go clean with the truth that officially 'kills off' nyankitty
-luna-
25.09.2018 02:00
Linkpersonally i wouldnt like for you to hide that, but if thats what you want to do then its still ok
TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 02:06
LinkYou have every right to be doubtful
But the fact that I've led so many people into nyankitty2 makes me realise that if I tell others, they'll most likely leave me
People like xXcheesecakeXx, DarlingDelta, Samwiched, Minterou
-luna-
25.09.2018 02:08
Linkbut isnt it even worse that they believe nyankitty is real? i get how scary that might be but if they were real friends then they can accept that mistakes happen and move forward
no one can always continuously be a positive loving ball of energy even tho you almost always are
no one on here has gone through life without making some mistakes here and there
but telling other people about it might be the first step to move on
TheTaco[OP]
25.09.2018 02:09
LinkAlright
-luna-
25.09.2018 02:13
Linki really dont want to force you to do anything
do what you think is best for you but thats what i personally think
im sorry you had to go through this bab <3