Step away from the body
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SpiritDaEevee2
05.02.2019 03:22
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Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in a never-ending cycle
I run forward, trying to save the people I trust and I always end up saving one and watching the others, watching me with the most horrified and betrayed expression on their face, disintegrate into nothing.
And I know this seems dumb even though its a dream but I'm so convinced its real that when I wake up I check to make sure the people I trust here are still alive.
And it always scares me when they haven't been online for like 4 hours because of my dumb, pathetic dream, I am fully convinced that they're dead and it's all my fault
I don't know what's wrong with me
i mean its gonna sound horrible to say this but you dont need to feel responsible for everyone. you're literally such a kind soul and it hurts me to see you feel like everything is your fault when you're trying so hard to do good
i understand how you feel but nothing will ever be your fault, and nothing is wrong with you-its ok to worry but you dont need to blame yourself for anything ;;
Thanks -Luna-. You have no idea how much you mean to me.
I guess I always feel like its my fault because of the crappy mentality I have. Its kinda like a "Okay, you trust this person now. And they trust you. Now, protect them with your life and don't let any harm come to them"
But I'll try.
Thank you. I love you.
Awww bab! ❤ Nothing anyone else does is your fault, alright? You are so sweet and caring and I feel so blessed to know you. Nothing is wrong with you for caring. ❤
IlY nh ❤
I'm hoping you feel better soon, I hate to hear you're feeling this way cause you deserve all kinds of happy.