Probably not. I was mostly stressing over how summer will end and I'll have to go to school, then I'll be done with middle school and have to go to high school. I don't know if I'll ever be able to get a job or learn to drive. I have absolutely no friends irl and probably never will. I cry at night and sometimes during the day but my family never notices. I tell my brother that I do cry and frequently mention depression, death, suicide, etc. but my family blows it off as me being me. But mostly because I have selective mutism and can't stand going to school and seeing people chat and be happy and completely ignore me. Wheeze. I hath' vented at you, whoops.