well. It's true you are a drama queen. Lol

look here buckeroo I randomly stumbled upon your account and let me tell you this, you should be happy for how much you've grown, I know how you are feeling right now, I was actually serious and it affected a lot of people. So don't try to make the same dumb mistake I did, Everyone else shouldn't matter, since only you and your skills should really matter cause self hat isn't going to get you anywhere.