Vent (trigger warning)
by:
CuteCoofee 
469
469
23.04.2017
8 comments
CuteCoofee[OP]
23.04.2017 20:18
Linkso im gonna vent about whats going on about me.
My depression is at its worse at the moment. my mom was talking to me about school, and then told me with a harsh tone, "that i should be glad she doesn't scream, because if she does she would be tearing me apart." then my mom just went into her room with tears in her eyes. i have never felt so empty, alone, useless, worthless, hopeless. I have never felt so freaking disgusted in myself so badly before. then i just left my house. i only went into the backyard and sat down in a chair and just started to think.
I'm so blind of what i have become.
I'm so blind about of stone cold my face is.
I'm so blind about emotionless i seem, yet i still keep a mask on my face preventing others from asking questions.
I'm so blind about how i'm ruining my life.
I'm so blind on how my severe my depression has gotten to.
Yet i still try to smile just so everyone thinks "I'm Fine".
I didn't even shed a single tear through any of this.
MadsMarie
23.04.2017 20:44
LinkHey. Um, I do t have much to console you with, but my parents divorced when I was in 5th grade. I entered depression and it just ended, in February. This sounds crazy but, I laughed for the FIRST time in three years. I woke up every day with no purpose to leave bed. I actually jumped out my window twice. (There was grass under it and it wasn't TOO high) I tried to run away three times and had no friends. And now, I'm the happiest person I've ever been. You will get through this. I promise. ❤️❤️❤️ I will send my prayers.
ShadowEyes
23.04.2017 21:25
Linksometimes you feel like you're not good enough and that you're covering yourself with like this mask that you're not to make yourself feel better.
When. I first started animating everything went great but then I looked and said this is not me. So I had to change everything but now everything is better and I hope that things will become better for you too ??
I probably don't know what I'm talking about but that's fine XD
CuteCoofee[OP]
24.04.2017 02:32
LinkThank you guys! i really appreciate all of you and i am so glad to be apart of this community. :)
Hey
I suffer from anxiety
(Social and normal)
And a bit of depression, so I know what you've been through, but, I believe in you,
Just think about why you're on this website, we are a like a family
So just believe in your self, and
SCREW THE HATERS?
CuteCoofee you dont have to hide anything we will help you..We love you and youre animations just dont stop fighting and break the depression..
I can't even explain how grateful i am for you guys! <3
Thank you all so much! you have no idea!!!
Its not your fault or your moms fault. where in the same mess. but little by little we are cleaning it up together! You and your mother are awesome. but if you are bullied blame them. the bullies. So walk up to your mom and tell her. you need to see this comment!!! and i'm thankful for you too. i'm glad i'm here animating with you all. its a dream come true. so Keep a real smile on your face and one day. that mask will break...like mine did