UGH don't read this it's stupid I just need to write down how I feel Ugh so okay I'm really self-conscious and think that I'm a bad person And I only have one friend in school, and she's the only person who understands me. Seriously, I would have a crush on her if she wasn't straight. So anyway, at school, I sit at the loser table, because I'm a ****ing loser, and people are always like, "Who do you hate the most?" And I say, "Myself." BECAUSE IT'S THE ****ING TRUTH. Anyway, I'm telling my one friend about my depression, and she knows what I want to hear, I want to hear, "It's okay. Don't die you idiot. It's stupid." She doesn't butter me up or some stupid shit like most people try. So I'm talking to HER, NOT ANYONE ELSE, And these two kids were eavesdropping, and they're like "No offense, but you saying you hate yourself is REALLY annoying. We don't want to hear you complaining about your life." LIKE, HAVE SOME ****ING SYMPATHY! And then, my one friend doesn't say a word, she pats me on the back wh