Fucking Sick again
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Gillian[OP]
10.02.2018 03:24
Linknot going to be on for long,or a lot,i'm really ****ing sick again,and it kinda hurts to be awake,so i'm going back to sleep soon (just ****ing woke up from a 8 hour "nap") but just so you guys know why i won't be on...
I know, please get better get lots of rest and drink water
even tho you woke up from a 8-hour-"nap"
o shit Mads you okay?...that's a stupid question,but i'm just going to tell you this now,don't-do-that-shit,i don't know what i would do with out you in my life,sure it's through a screen,but i don't think i would be able to take that loss in this shitty state i'm in,I've tried many times trust me,but people LOVE to have you around,your a fun,loving girl and life is a ****ing hurricane,but YOUR that strong person that can get through it,you-can-fight it,i know you can. I might not be able to,i don't want you to feel anything like i do and i just want you to care about your-SELF,because i do,and so do many other people,i love you (as a friend) and i care about so much so please,LOVE-YOUR-SELF.
I know loosing people you care about hurts,i know,I've lost to many that i can't remember,but this is just a state,you'll grow and become a beautiful young woman,i know you will,but if you go,i won't be here long enough to even manage to get any older then i already am,you're the closes thing that i have to a friend any more,and i don't want to loose that,don't go,if you need to take a break from FA that's fine but don't kill yourself,i don't like the feeling of loss,i can't loose you,and i won't loose you.
i can get him on,i'm going to bed soon,my mom isn't here,and he's here just to make sure i don't die,any who i'm gonna go to bed,i'm sure if anything he can talk you out of this terrible situation you've gotten into,now imma go explain this to his so he doesn't have to real all of this
o **** Mads please no,i lost my dad a wile back so i can relate to a personal level with you,i understand it hurts now and you want to die you you can see them again,but that's not the right path you should take,live your life,just know that they're watching over you,and that A LOT of people care about you way too much to let you do that o yourself,i mean what the **** am i supposed to do i'm through a computer screen on the internet i can't stop you but i wish i could give you a hug or something,just please,don't do that EVER again
o heck i 4 got i could do this *virtual huggies* dat's not enough to account 4 a real hug,but i hope it helps,ever want to vent and i'm here with open arms
I wish I had some sort of “power”, or, “ability” to help you get better sooner than what is reality. But what I can do is just say, please get better soon! Being sick sucks, that’s for sure!
I really wish I could help you, truthfully.
I couldn't even if I tried.. sadly.. all I can give is gifts and such. But promise me you'll feel better soon. Or, if not, at least get better as soon as possible
