I don't know, I've been a main cause of trouble/annoyance. I apologize for that, and I know I shouldn't try so hard to try and make people like me, that's not how you do it. At the beginning I was really confident, but my confidence started decreasing and decreasing and I don't know how to deal with it. All I want is to know how to improve myself, my overly quirky behavior, and just of all how to be genuine and not annoying to the public eye. I just don't know. I'm not happy with anything I do, and I don't know where to start or end. If you have any advice, at all. Please tell me what I'm doing wrong (behavior wise, art tips will help lots, as well) and what I need to change. This isn't who I am, I don't know what I've become, and I apologize for making you feel uncomfortable if all, I just don't know how to fix myself.