nO THIS IS NOT OKAY OH MY GOD
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TobyRogers 
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03.01.2018
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MangleTheFox
03.01.2018 02:50
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MYA IS NOT OKAY WITH THIS SHE IS SO UPSET RIGHT NOW AND I'M AFRAID SHE'S GOING TO TURN MAD OR HURT HERSELF SHE WAS SO HAPPY BEFORE BUT NOW I DON'T THINK I SHOULD BREAK UP WITH HER I'M HAVING A BREAKDOWN IT'S HARD TO BREATHE THIS WAS A TERRIBLE IDEA I WANT TO DIE I HOPE I GET ****ING KILLED IN A SCHOOL SHOOTING I HURT HER AND THIS WAS THE WORST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN IF ANYONE WANTS TO COME KILL ME I'LL GIVE OUT MY ADDRESS JUST TELL ME AND IT'LL HAPPEN PLEASE OH MY GOD I SHOULD BE PUNISHED FOR WHAT I'VE DONE THIS WAS TERRIBLE I'M TRYING TO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER AND EXPLAIN AND MAKE IT EASY BUT I'M CRYING SO HARD OH MY GOD I'M NO ****ING MAN I'M A CRYBABY A WEAK GAY KID THIS IS SO STUPID AND I'M LOST AND CONFUSED I JUST WANT TO END IT ALL MAKE THIS SHIT GO AWAY SO I WON'T FEEL THIS WAY LOVE IS STUPID SHE'S HURT BECAUSE OF ME
I WILL NOT ****ING CALM DOWN I'VE DISHONORED ALL OF MY MORALS I WAS NEVER MEANT TO MAKE ANYONE CRY BUT I'VE DONE ****ED THAT UP
Woah, dude. Calm down, don't freak out... um... just stay calm. Im- we are here for you. Everything will be ok!
Please, I don't wanna see you in pain!
I don't wanna see anyone in pain!
Same, I'm a bad advice giver.
But Toby, please! Lay down, relax, get a blanket or something, and tell m- us what happened
TOBY PLS
I'm sorry if she made you feel like you were the one hurting her but I read what you said to her and it was the most considerate thing you could have possibly said in that situation. You need to talk it out with her. She didn't need to have that kind of reaction to what you said, you were nice and it was composed so well.
The only reason she's overreacting is because she decided to. If she can't just calm down and think about it rationally, you're going to need to walk her through it for her and you can't do that when you're in this state of mind.
You shouldn't back down from something you truly believe because someone else reacted poorly. You don't deserve that.
Just try to talk her through it.
I know you're probably gone by now, but I don't want you to feel like you're the bad guy here
Toby, you're not. You tried to reason with her. She.... Never mind, I'll make it worse, I will go
No, Toby, you're not. You're one of the nicest people on this site, you always think about what other people want and you always want the best for them. And honestly. If she's threatening suicide or harming herself if you leave her, she's not right for you. That is not a kid of stress you should have to deal with. I don't know how to say it that you'll get it, but... She's not good for you if she's inducing this reaction in you. A relationship isn't easy, but it shouldn't be constant stress.
I'm sorry but she's overreacting, give her some time to chill, I HIGHLY doubt she'd do anything horrible to herself, and you Toby, you need to take a breather, keep telling her how much you love her otherwise she'll keep doing this shit, unacceptable, don't let anyone make you feel guilty it's not your fault, if you think it is then you're a fool
I guess...
... That doesn't change the fact I potentionally ended the life of a 15 year old girl and ruined the life of her friends and family
I am a fool
I couldn't even break up with her properly.
I said until we meet in real life so we can know each other better
I don't want that
I want it over
But she was just so upset about it
/I/ made her upset....
She was the one that did the deed, after all. You didn't assist her in doing it. You just said some things that might have tipped her off
And even then, I doubt she did it.
Toby, you're the sweetest kid i ever me.
When i mabe that RogerTobys account, I spelled.Rodgers because I accidentally click 'd' but did you say something about it? No, you just laughed and drew it. I want that Toby back.
It's all her, not you. You are so much more then her.
TOBY PLEASE. IM GONNA TYPE THIS IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE YOU SHOULD LISTEN.
IF YOU WANTED TO BREAK UP WITH HER BECAUSE YOU DIDNT THINK THE RELATIONSHIP WAS GOING WELL, YOU DESERVED TO
SHE DID NOT HAVE ANY LICENSE TO ACT LIKE THAT AND ANYTHING SHE DID WAS HER DECISION
hearing what I've heard about he relationship, that was not healthy and you need to get her out of your life before she becomes even more toxic to you.
Toby, she's not the one for you! If she goes on a homicide run for you, or kills herself for you.... leave her!
Just say "can we at least be friends?"
NO
You have a headache please go take a pill and lay down and calm down
The fact that you care about the well being this much shows that you're not the bad factor in the relationship
If you were the bad side, you wouldn't care
But what if I was 'too caring'?? What if I annoyed her to get to this point?
(Oh please I'm perfectly fine) stop toby, don't you dare argue when I say this, it's not too late to talk to her whenever because she's not going to kill herself, she should feel guilty for making you believe it's your fault, do you hear that? THAT'S THE LOOP GOING ON. try talking to her if you can reach her then she's only ignoring you, people cope with breakups in different ways i'd continue but i don't know your response yet
She won't respond. She went offline like 16 minutes ago.
She's gone.
I can argue, because if I didn't try to break up with her it would be okay
She has family right? It's late they should be home! She will be fine! Don't worry! Stay calm, breathe.
Breathe?
STAY CALM
Yeah okay I'm trying to do that
She has family but from what I've been told her mother and step father have it out for her
If they let her die it's child abuse, I doubt they would. What exactly happened?
Ergh if you mean with her family I dunno
But with me and her I tried to break up with her as best I could but no she's sad now like really sad
ItS hard but you have to hope. People have to do hard things and you can't live in a relationship that's not right for you.
Oh wait I just gave myself another reason to try and help you, I'm stubborn as well,so being positive is the best thing Toby, if you don't stay positive then you aren't wishing the best for her, you still love her and she still loves you, if she goes to extreme lengths then she really does, I suggest you keep trying to get into contact with her, she'll eventually realize you didn't mean what you said
I know you're not going to change your mind, but please don't do anything rash. We'd regret anything that happened to you I know it
I am not going to respond because I'm very late but after all I read They are all right Toby if she loved you she would understand and forgive you not make you feel worse and if this doesn't help well than just try to contact her as soon as you can. But Toby if she loves you and you love her do something for you and her don't say these things and be strong if she loves you she will know the pain and sorrow it will bring you to know she ended it all because of a breakup you tried to end as peacefully as you could. And I am sorry but don't take it so harsh Kittyboy, ok? Take it easy and stay calm we're all still here for you.
Toby she's going to be okay, stop believing what you want in this situation NOTHING IS YOUR FAULT. IT ONLY GETS WORSE IF YOU BELIEVE IT IS. Nyan really wants to help you, Mangle really wants to help you, I want really to help you. We can't do that if you keep stirring the pot of sadness. OF COURSE we're not telling you to bottle everything up venting is good for you but full blown "I blame myself for this" is NOT GOOD. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND IT'S WHY WE HELP
Toby was so awesome, sweet, and kind. I hope he's not self harming. He doesn't deserve thst
TOBY TOBY TOBY TOBY TOBY TOBY TOBY TOBY TOBY TOBY TOBY.... I'll stop :')
We will miss you, friend.
I.... I kinda loved you but it's stupid to love someone you don't know...
I come back from having a sweet and you guys are spamming this
Please,
Stop.
I was watching this and I didn't know what to say and oh my god Toby I'm so relieved you're okay
Gee I'm sorry I didn't think it was required to tell internet folks you're going to eat some cheetos
Eheh no not at all...
Delicious, cheesy cheetos with that yummy yellow/orange powder... The taste of chemicals lingering on your tongue, the color staining your fingers.
we won't push you to talk about something you don't want to but we want you to be okay, we care a lot about you, we really do